Sunday, March 19, 2017

2/6/17 I want morphine

 my true loves!! what's up? my big email today was real huge but I just wanted to send a little coucou and tell ya I love youuuuuuu! this week wasn't the easiest week but for some reason it was just so happy! I've been thinking about home and I'm so torn up cause I never wanna go home but I also want to see you so bad. it's causing an emotional weirdness for me. I just wanna send you some hugs from raiatea! so proud of all of you and your studies, paintings, small feet, food consumption, marshmallow cars, therapy work, and Donald trump walls.

you're the best. mom I wear that necklace you sent me like every day. the one that says "blessed" cause it's the most accurate word 

"I'm so glad we teach people, and not lessons." 
quote of the week feat. sr dumouchel. 

this email will consist of a sequence of details or facts that you may be interested in. mostly cause I told myself when I came on the mission I would always know what to write home about but that was a lie. ;) Bon appetite! 

I have only knocked on a door 2 times on my mission. never seen a doorbell. "contacting" means walking up to a house and yelling IAORANA and hoping someone comes out. if the windows and doors are closed, it means no one is home. if people don't want to talk to you, they will behind their curtains even if they know you saw them. 

I've been yelled at by so many angry Papas this week. ask me if I'm sick of trying to reason with people's stubborn parents? I am. they think with their feet and not with their heads. yeah their kid can sleep with whoever they want but NO THEY WILL NOT BE BAPTISED. NEVER. even if they really really want to and need to. gr. sometimes Mario's baptism gets repushed to next Saturday cause of his angry dad even though he's 27. 

also I'm no longer afraid to be yelled at by some angry papi. #sufferingforjesus. what can men do? nothing!

sometimes we have so much fruit on our table at home they we need to throw it away cause it goes bad. and sometimes we come home with 3 meals and a cake that people hand over to us. THEN WE GO EAT AGAIN 

and other times you fast twice during the week, then you eat too many lentils and raw fish which mess up your digestive tract  and get the runs real good during weekly planning

it's a good thing im or the driver cause I'd crash the car staring at how blue the ocean is

the wind blew the rain into our room last night and made a little puddle

I am designing a t shirt with me sr dumouchel and mami's faces on it. 

sometimes you do,t think you've ever loved someone as much as you love the mami who lives with you. and sometimes you all out on hats and play songs together while she uses a fork and a spoon to drum along. 

I feel blessed when people wear t shirts. 

we taught a mami yesterday who has an afro and she shrieks and runs her hands through it when she laughs. then she prays with her eyes wide open, staring at your face and it's kind of scary. 

sometimes you feel enlightened enough to get up in church and bear your testimony in Tahitian. and those are the times when the Tahitians will cry. 

all I want to eat is toast and blueberry muffins. and my moms homemade bread. I haven't seen those things in 12 years 

when you see a puppy that is not diseases and not disgustingly dirty, you hold that puppy. 

sometimes you tell mami about how much you love muffins and she thinks you said "morphine" and asks calmly if you want to die

one thing (among the many things) I absolutely love about this culture is how they just own it. they can be size -0 or XXXXL, tall or short, have flowing mermaid hair or a little tiny patch right on top of their head, they can have 29 teeth or 6. it does,t matter to them. they just OWN IT. self acceptance is a beautiful thing I think we lack in America. just feel good about how you were made :) 

another thing I love is laughter. when we laugh in polynesie, we laugh with our whole bodies! huge rolling laughs and such giant smiles. life is funny as heck with these people. :) 
another thing i love is sr Gwen dumouchel. we've planned out all of our adventures for later in life including being rapunzel and Elsa for Halloween and backpacking in Canada. for the moment we are having the best adventure of missionary work in faaroa :) so happy heavenly father dropped her outta heaven for me

sometimes you feel so thankful for the other sisters who live with you, for your sister who lives in Hyde park Utah still, and for the fact that the centipede outside which is as long as your pencil didn't come inside. sometimes you are so grateful for God you pray all day 

and sometimes you think that transfers are coming soon and you cry one night because of how bad you don't wanna leave or face the racing time coming to an end. 

life is beautiful 



mami and me in our prime 



CREW. the hats are to "fata." or to make things interesting 


heres some other normal scenes 

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