Sunday, February 5, 2017

I'm a murderer and I'm pregnant 12/5/16

sorry for the subject title. i bet you are all thinking im going home soon because i have broken two very serious commandments. what can i say, this week got the best of me!
just kidding hahaha but i did succeed in killing lebron james on saturday. bye my old friend, i hope you read this and know that you were the best basketball player and the "craziest thing ive ever known." kevin durrant will never be the same. fo reals sista you will be missed in my life. thanks for all the fun work :)
-ode to james
the other part, where im pregnant, tout simplement, just means that IM GONNA BE A MOM!!!! thats right im training a new person missionary!!!! ahhhhh just typing that makes me have a little nervous centipede in my stomach cause wow do i feel like an unprepared person. i teach our amis to not have kids out of high school and here i am, such a baby myself...
but also im so pumped. i have no idea who this new missionary will be cause she gets here on wednesday. normalement. thats the thing about islands.. sometimes you ahve to be alone in your sector for like 5 days cause your old companion leaves and you have to wait for the weather, the boat, and the plane, and the full moon, and the end of the world...
but even with so much of the unknown, stress, lack of companion for a week, lack of car, lack of experience, and not to mention my thousands of weaknesses I KNOW THAT MIRACLES EXIST! when i got the call that i was gonna train i was so so so scared. i cried and all that. then i just got on my knees and prayed with all i had that heavenly father would help me do his will, that i could become the kind of person he wanted me to be and that if i was humble and obediant he would guide me. im telling you guys, for the last two days doing splits with members and teaching lessons and making plans all alone, i will say one thing: i am not alone. you are not alone!!!! i will say this until the day i die!!! i dont have time to write down the amazing things that have happened in the last two days but ill try a few
we did the first lesson with a fisherman named pierre. this man is rad, he has good jokes, has a giant skull tattooed on his back, and all he does is go fishing all day all the time. during the lesson the spirit was just like "say this" and then "aks this" and so i just went with the flow. when i recited what joseph smith wrote about when christ and heavenly father came to him, he stared at me, right in my eyes the whole time, and cried. this 50 year old sunburnt man with beach hair bawled like a baby and stared at me. he said "is this a true story?" i was like "YES ITS TRUE" ahhhh thats never happened to me before like that. so cool
we also had a lesson with a lady named samantha and she told us about a surgery she had and she was sure she would die from it, but she woke up! i asked her why she thinks she was given a chance, and she said she wanted to have kids. so then we taught her about the plan of salvation and how she can be rid of her sicknesses one day and bring her future kids into heaven with her for freaking ever!! she was like "WHATTTT" and again i was like "YES ITS TRUE" then she wanted to get baptised.. now we just need to work with her concubin
gonna have some baptisms soon i hope. lots of problems to jump over first but i just want everyone to know that i love being a missionary, its the best thing ive ever done, and everyone do it. also that we dont have to be really special, skilled, or talented people to be capable of things. all we have to do is have a connection with our heavenly father and DO what he says willingly and humbly. if he asks you to study, study. if he asks you to wake up early, wake up. if he asks you to train a missionary, just train that missionary and be happy because thats what he wants.
this is life eternal, to know the true and living God.
living the dream. have fun in the snow logan :)

love yiuyou youojoiupoiuoiu
pics:
bye sr james
i found a sea cucumber hes big
i found a guitar i was happy
pierre's giant skull tattoo

some more of our amis






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