honestly im not even mad you
sent it to people hahaha i figured if i send my true feelings i might as well
just make them known. hahaha im just a person right?
doing better, i feel kind of
bad about sending so much negativity because thats all i do lol and i feel like
im just this super frustrated stressful person sometimes. but last week i had
this horrible fever and butt cheek painful sickness when i was writing!! i
didnt wanna tell you that too haha but we are better now. i think that affected
lots of emotions also.
this week ive been trying to
have a more eternal perspective and just breathe. life is ok and this is just a
time to learn. i cant control everything about my situation right now but i can
control the way i feel about it. and i feel like its time to work and stop
moping. time to learn, time to pray, time to learn. i am comforted knowing that
im never alone. i have a thousand angels right behind me, and the best 7 of
them live in hyde park utah.
im so grateful for this time.
i need to just show heavenly father where my faith is
2 ne 4:19
heyooooo
me say dayooo
hows everyone? ill make this
sorta quick because i am not blessed with tons of time today. i have been
thinking lately about how everyone that i know is literally all over the WORLD.
thats just a crazy thing, like this world is a pretty big place! but everyone
is making their own little impact on their own little group of influence. i
know some pretty awesome people too so this is gonna be good (thats the voice
of that old lady in hercules)
so there was a transfer and
what not! my new companion is sr Ho from Hong Kong and we are still kicking it
in vaiari. life is getting different and im learning lots from my chinese
companion, including how to make cool different kinds of soup with tofu. i
really love this addition to my life. shes very wise, sassy and talented.
my sector has been difficult
for the last... starting of my mission. we have at least 6 people who want to
be baptised but there are just PROBLEMS. and little old me doesnt know how to
solve them. how can i make people divorced or make peoples parents accept the
baptism of their child when they have been protestants for generations and
generations. or how can i make silly men stop abusing their wives and vise
versa. problems problems problems. ive learned so much about how strong satan
is, how well he knows how to attack our weaknesses personally. ive seen this in
others and especially in myself. but ive also seen that GOD IS STRONGER
and with faith, and
perseverance (even if we dont know why we persevere), there are tiny miracles
that turn into great brilliant miracles after.
after the faith.
dandc 63:9 through11
dandc 63:9 through11
keep going everyone. dont
stop and dont doubt because when you stop, thats when satan has time to do
something. never quit learning about how God looks at you. look at yourself through
his eyes.
i love the sisters in my house. freaking love
them. even if our house is kind of nasty
this message is approved by the giant spider in
our bathroom.
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